it's a paper chase scowl always on your face complaining all the time now I sit here and think back to the early days but I never wanted this couldn't help but notice your guilty face your aggression subdued at the last few therapy sessions you were I'd say rather quiet with your tight ass lips murmurs of spare me and I did but I'll stop now couldn't help but notice how my self esteem has vanished into the thick of your shadow song I know that getting myself together is going to take a while it's a shame cause I really loved you but all you've done is make me feel like shit though I know I'm still gonna miss you you will need all the luck you can get truly I hope it's worth it mmm good luck to you and goodbye poof goodbye that's what I get for chasing muses knew this would only end in tears we've been on the rocks so long we haven't been soul mates in years mmm how long can we sing that same old song like blah blah blah blahblahblah blah blahblahblah and it's a shame cause I really loved you but all you've done is make me feel like shit though I know I'm still gonna miss you you never reached out to anyone you were far too busy trying to get rich I never wanted this couldn't help but notice how my self esteem has vanished into the thick of your shadow song I know that getting myself together is going to take a while couldn't help but notice mm hmm and it's really a shame yes it is mm hmm but is it really though see I really don't know I just know it hurts right now so bad but not so bad that I'd ever think of it I mean crawling back to you will need all the luck you can get truly I hope it's worth it mmm good luck to you and goodbye poof goodbye that's what I get for chasing muses knew this would only end in tears we've been on the rocks so long we haven't been soul mates in years mmm how long can we sing that same old song like blah blah blah blahblahblah blah blahblahblah how much longer can I sleep in the comfort of belonging when I know the truth is that I've already lost you I've already lost you it was early in the morning the sun was just warming up I was catching a buzz pouring milk into my teacup and stirring with a sigh some cheap sawdust chai thinking "this is our last trip" I could just feel it someday I'll grow older and sweeter than hopes of paradise magic days charmed nights not wincing at the truth that I've already lost you I was wrong to forget how heaviness accumulates I was wrong so were you be nice to me I'm a person too and we both have so many things to do alone after that I gotta get the hell out of here gotta be moving on baby mm gotta stop calling you that I'll be okay it's not the end of the world sucks though yeah yeah yeah yeah I need to take a break I need to get out of here